He to She -
Its not possible for me to have a direct conversation with you, If i wish to do so i can but i understand my boundaries and i am happy with it. Nowadays, i keep thinking of you like anything, seriously you came like a storm in a desert. You know what, some emotions are so different in their root nature that its not possible for an human to explain through a language or any form of human expression.
I am still in search of an answer that why you came like a fairytale into a person's life which is full of mess, who is a kind of non-believer when it comes to fairytales, who is a irresponsible human being in the eyes of society when it comes to social practices. All this while, It makes me happy that you became a part of my imaginary world but also it left me with ample amount of curiousity and fear when i think of you. The reason behind my curiosity is plain and simple just like any other person who wants to know each and everything about the person he likes. And, the reason for my fear is that i dont want to spoil my side of affection which came into existence without knowing your name, without seeing your face, without having any single conversation with you, all i have with me is a childhood image of you, a sole positive vibe, aura whatever you may call, but it is affecting me, affecting in a good way, a Magical way which is sometimes impossible to believe in today's times. i still question myself how all this happened, i mean throughout the years i never felt anything like this for anyone, its so raw, so natural. You came like a beacon of light into a room full of darkness.
Last night, you were in my dream. We Surprisingly met for few minutes in the countryside, we talked, i was so happy that i saw you. It was unreal, but believe me it feels like i am talking with you in person. and then you left with a promise that tomorrow is your exam and we will surely meet after that. I woke up after seeing you in my dreams, and to relieve those emotions, to saw you smile, i slept again and was still waiting for you but you were not there. I started dreaming again but you were not there. The memory of my previous dream was fading very rapidly. the only thing i have in my mind right now is that i saw you in my dreams and still waiting for you. Finish your exams and we will meet again.
I am waiting for you in my dreams.
Friday | 24 Sep 2021
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