Last one year was full of learning and various ups and downs. I went for a 135 days long ride across india without any propaganda, I met a lot of beautiful people around India, it was an amazing experience. After that, I was consistent in facebook just for the farmers protest. i regurarly keep a check on our farmers, i understand the importance of protest in a healthy democracy, i understand why people leave all their comfort and standup for their rights, i understand their pain/misery. I was stunned by their sheer will and endurance. I learned a lot during this process.
Even in my worst days, i thought farmers are suffering, dying on the road, i need to update the details everyday and convey to the world. (For this, i made one group and two different pages in social media). No one forced/paid me for all this, i do this with my own calling, my own conscience. During this period; One incident happened. Me, my sisters and family members were badly threatened for months, it is not directly associated with the protest but it was happened because i was the part of the world's largest protest. It was very difficult for me to prove myself right infront of my family/society. Thanks to those few friends who helped me day and night to get rid of all this. Policeman, lawyers, officers they all are behind me, i recieve 40-50 calls everyday just because of this matter, they put all the machinery behind me. This went on for almost a month, they made my life horrible. One cabinet rank minister also called during this period and tried to threaten me but ended up with nothing. they also tried to bride me.
One of my friend said - Just don't react to the threats, talk with them if they are talking properly, ask them what they want, but remember don't incite voilence from your side, not a single word, be calm because the world is already suffering. This suggestion helped a lot.
Till date, The case is still a mystery, I still don't know why I suffered without any reason. but the damage is done at my end. I suffered a lot, i lost trust, i lost respect, i lost all my integrity infront of my family members that will take a lot of time to recover.
Now i am asking the world, Who is going to compensate for my mental health during this period, tell one word, give me one name, institution, organization?
Even in my worst days, i thought farmers are suffering, dying on the road, i need to update the details everyday and convey to the world. (For this, i made one group and two different pages in social media). No one forced/paid me for all this, i do this with my own calling, my own conscience. During this period; One incident happened. Me, my sisters and family members were badly threatened for months, it is not directly associated with the protest but it was happened because i was the part of the world's largest protest. It was very difficult for me to prove myself right infront of my family/society. Thanks to those few friends who helped me day and night to get rid of all this. Policeman, lawyers, officers they all are behind me, i recieve 40-50 calls everyday just because of this matter, they put all the machinery behind me. This went on for almost a month, they made my life horrible. One cabinet rank minister also called during this period and tried to threaten me but ended up with nothing. they also tried to bride me.
One of my friend said - Just don't react to the threats, talk with them if they are talking properly, ask them what they want, but remember don't incite voilence from your side, not a single word, be calm because the world is already suffering. This suggestion helped a lot.
Till date, The case is still a mystery, I still don't know why I suffered without any reason. but the damage is done at my end. I suffered a lot, i lost trust, i lost respect, i lost all my integrity infront of my family members that will take a lot of time to recover.
Now i am asking the world, Who is going to compensate for my mental health during this period, tell one word, give me one name, institution, organization?
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